hi dad, i went to brean the other week, i was tellin matt all about the good times i miss you so much i am starting a new job soon and need your uplifing input. I have emailed channel 4 because they are doing a show to help people with addictions and there was a lovely man on there he is addicted to alcohol and the doctors have told him that he needs to stop NOW so i have wrote in and said i would go on the show and tell people my experiences and try to help them with what i know so maybe together we could help people before its to late Im so proud of you dad I LOVE YOU XXXXXXXX