My Darling Ev. Christmas day is almost over and I managed to put on a brave face for everyone. Inside I was thinking about you every minute of the day. Wishing you were here with us. Sophie and J came around and I gave her a Xmas present from you. I wrote in the card that you were with her today as always. We went to "your tree" and spoke to you. She misses you so much but is doing really well. You must be so proud of your little girl. Everyone is gone now, just one more day to get through and Xmas will be over. I love and miss you so much Ev.xxxxxx