My Darling Ev. Xmas is over with just the new year to go. My thought`s will be with you tonight and every New Year as the clock strikes 12. My new years resolution is to try my hardest to let you go and REST IN PEACE. It wont be easy my darling but I have to try. I know deep down you will be unhappy knowing I am suffering so much . I will always miss you little bro. I love you with all my heart and soul. Your Big Sis I xxxxxx